Saturday, February 20, 2010

Hating me

Yes, I hate myself. Often I'm asked, "but why?" Well, look at me!!! I'm fifty pounds overweight, feel like crap, and am pretty useless right now. I should be helping a friend right now, but instead, I'm sitting on the computer, feeling crappy about what I've let myself become.

On the bright side, once the drugs wore off this evening, I spent it with some friends for dinner and some board games.

Wow! How quickly God turns the tables! I'm trying to help my friend who is hopeless and depressed, and somehow I have the words to help, I pray.

1 comment:

  1. Dear WheresGod, I like that you have words to help another. Now I pray for your peaceful sleep.

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