It's Still Here!!!

The depression and anxiety WILL NOT stop!!!! I have been tear free, but certainly not without hurt. I'm still feeling alone. I met with my pastor last week, and it went great. Now, I can't find good. I'm nothing but trash. I want to slit my wrists and watch the blood flee my body as if it were my feelings and emotions. Of course, I'm NOT going to do that. I have too many wonderful friends.