Saturday, May 15, 2010

Do It, Do It!!!

Do I just overdose, or drink my night away??? Tired of dealing with all the shit that happens in life! I laid in bed for a few hours this afternoon, simply because I didn't know what else to do to keep from going crazy!!!

Do I go to church tomorrow??? Or sleep in???

Taking Valium now. just 30mg for now.

OOOOO!!!!! Just went to get a drink! Forget about that alcohol crap! Too many calories! I forgot I brought Coke Zero to the house with me!!! I'm realizing more and more that I get more excited about the little things in life. I mean, really, a soda is going to keep me from overdosing or drinking alcohol? Sweet! Coffee does the same thing at times.

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