I never heard from my mentor this week. I didn't expect a call or visit, but thought she would at least reply to my apology. I'm surprised I'm not feeling self-destructive because of it. I'm actually doing well. It crossed my mind a couple times to overdose today, but... don't really feel like it.
How important is church??? Do I go???
Man! I kinda want to take lots of Valium right now! I don't really have to be anywhere tomorrow until 1500. I have access to TONS of alcohol right now, but really don't want it, which is different. I'm a bit surprised I don't want to drink ANY.
I think I'll continue to watch TV and chat with my dear friend. I'm enjoying this empty house with a puppy.
Blessings to you all!
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