Why do I have so much self-hatred? Why am I so self-critical? I wish I knew because it sure makes me miserable a lot. I was able to do nothing right yesterday, in my mind, when in reality I was doing just fine. I seek others' approval FAR too hard, and it just frustrates me! I need to stop, but just don't for some reason.
My friend is very suicidal right now. I'm feeling good, so I don't mind helping. However, she's playing games, and I'm not willing to be manipulated. I'll take her to the hospital or call the police, but games I won't play.
Too tired to most more. My apologies.
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