Since I gave my word that I was giving up self-destructive behaviors, today was the biggest struggle. I wanted SOOO badly to go buy a sharp razor and cut myself. My anxiety was just horrible, and I was hating myself. Why? Well, I napped for a few hours this morning and feel that was a waste of time, so I hate myself for that. I bothered an instructor for help and bothered her, so I hate me for that too. I'll get to the point! I have succeeded with my commitment to Christ and haven't hurt myself in any way, not even starve myself. I'm beat! Off to bed for now, perhaps some more tomorrow.
Blessings,
A
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